... is in the air. And I don't just mean the weather.
It's been a long time coming and has weighed on my heart over the last few weeks. I have not posted lately because frankly I feel as though this blog hasn't changed and grown with me. I still feel torn. However, I know what direction I have been headed and I'm ready for this change and the chance to take on a new challenge. A new blank canvas with which to express myself.
This blog began well before my husband and I began The Greenwood Kitchen. Well before I began the email sign up. Well before I began marketing my snacks to local stores and through local markets. When I began this blog I thought it would be an amazing way for me to express myself and my kitchen adventures as a celiac'er. With the hopes that by sharing a part of me with others, a blogger relationship would form. Not so. Instead, after 3 years of putting time, love, and creativity into this blog I feel drained.
You see, everything feels one-sided. Like I'm talking to myself. Like I've been opening a door with each blog post filled with excitement and anticipation, only to find an empty room on the other side... with no one listening. After 3 years, this isn't what I expected.
I blame no one but myself. The one thing I've always hated in life are labels. When we label ourselves or our lives we leave very little room to grow and explore. Sometime over the course of last years market season I began to feel as though our business labeled Kyle and I as people. Vegetarian. Raw. Vegan. Celiac'er. Labels make me cringe. Months ago we threw off all labels. We are growing and changing and we are happy about this. Yes, I still have Celiac and No I can't ignore that. However, having Celiac doesn't define who I am as a person. As owners of a raw vegan food business, Kyle and I have decided to not allow the business to define us, make us who we are, or dictate how we eat. We are not raw foodists. We are not vegans. That doesn't mean we can't enjoy raw and vegan foods. It just means we are open to eating anything we feel is real, nourishing and whole food without labeling our eating patterns.
As changes take place within our kitchen and on our plate I feel as though this blog has such a label attached to it that I have to let it go. It can't change along with us. I feel like this blog stopped belonging to me and started belonging to the business as soon as The Greenwood kitchen took form. We feel blessed to have the business in our lives and will forever keep with us all the ups and downs we faced and continue to embrace. However, we as people want to break free a bit and embrace a personal life free of labels.
For those silent readers and treasured customers of The Greenwood Kitchen...please accept a big hug and thanks for being supporters of us and our business. Rest assured that Kyle and I will always live, breathe, and consume consciously and with gratitude.





















